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Just when you think you are getting somewhere and have done a great deal of work, thinking that you understand what is going on new work has to be done. Thinking I knew what had happened and that the picture was complete, I settled down for a meditation. As I began I first of all felt Morgan, he said that he was there to keep my base on the floor. Then my nose and ear started itching. I asked Morgan about this and he said that it was to remind me of my physical body because I would needed good earth grounding to do the meditation. I did not question it but there was something unusual going on, this was confirmed when I felt the acceleration of the first climb. After the first level Ayla turned around and went back. I asked her where she was going. She said that she was going to fetch the rest of me. I was about to ask what she was talking about but she had already gone. There was a stranger around, not being able to see her I asked her name. It turned out to be Alex a guide I had met before. She explained that the separate levels that I worked on were going to be activated and balanced together instead of doing it on different occasions as I had been doing it. This was all news to me, and I was not too sure why it had to be done I thought I had already done all that kind of thing. It was an odd feeling as the different levels were awoken by a different guide and brought up the levels. The immense energy that I felt when all of me was activated was brilliant.
From the level that I was on, I could see all the different parts of me stretching back to the grounding earth energy. Ayla caught up with me and said right we can go on now but first you must bring all your levels into one being starting with the first merging with the second. I did as I was told, it would be easy it was just another of those mind games. It was far from easy the only way to explain it is like running a three-legged race, not with two people tied together by the feet but moving around in the same space. I had to slit my mind to co-ordinate both bodies. Once the first two had merged properly, the same thing had to be done with all the rest of mes.
There were seven all together, and when I had finished Ayla said, "Right we can move on now" so we did. I left me at that level and I went on as Aysla. I had done that before but not in such a dramatic way. Behind me, all the levels strung out again but were now coordinated. It did feel safer as though the connection with the earth was stronger so that I could go higher. I asked Ayla how high we were. She replied that we were not as high as we have been but never before had so much of me been so high. It seemed those individual levels of my being had all been activated at some time but never at the same time. Ayla explained further that each part of me had its optimum level and vibration and that to continue on our path and reach farther than I had before all the levels had to be in the correct place at the same time, rather like the chakras of the subtle body. There was no quantifiable distance between the levels. The height I went to in the meditation did not matter because as all the levels were activated they would find the correct level at any given time.
The concentration needed to be aware of all these levels at the same time was hard to maintain all the time so I had to have rests. As I got used to the technique, it became easier and I could think a bit more. The most surprising aspect was that I remember seeing myself in front and as I caught up I could hear myself talking to the guide who was bringing that level up to me. If it sounds complicated it was and a reassurance that it was not just mind games. What our mind does when we are asleep I dread to think, no wonder I was tied in the morning. After a while it was time to come back to the consciousness of my room so slowly I retraced my steps, stopping to merge with me at the lower levels which took along time to do.
The next meditation similar thing occurred except now I knew what was going on so it was quicker and more natural. We had talked about working on different levels at the same time but I had thought that I would do it naturally. I did no realize that I had to activate the levels manually before I started neither did I expect the next task. As well as activating all the levels, I had to move up and down the dimensions as one level. This was a similar technique to the one I employed in the previous meditation but now I could not treat the levels as different they had to become one.
I did as I was asked to do and on the way down I asked Ayla why all this was necessary. The answer was quite simply. She said that what I had been doing was acting out in some way how dimensions work. If I was going to cross them at will I had to know how they worked in a manner that I could understand. I asked why she could not have just told me because it seemed easy when she explained it like that. I knew the answer before she said it. She said that if I did not learn it I could not feel it properly and would not be able to recognize it when I was doing it.
She was right of cause it had helped me to understand what I had been doing for sometime except that now I could repeat it and know what I was doing and know that I was in control. Without knowing what is going on we have no control, which is dangerous. We cannot move on until lessons are learned and understood it was all part of building the foundations up as we travel along the path. It still felt a very complicated way of doing what seemed like such an easy task if it had been explained in a more direct way. Ayla said that I would have accepted the concept intellectually but not lived it and so not understood it properly. Annoyingly she was right again, it is all too easy to think Oh yes I know about that but not actually do it.
Her materialization had still not really happened and I do not know what the future holds for me. Going through the difficulties of working on myself and working with guides taught me that I may be able to postpone things but eventually my path would be revealed. From now on, I was determined not to bury my beliefs and myself. Purification and learning to balance energies was hard at times and I knew that it would not be plain sailing even now. The world of spirit, both other dimensions, and ours is vast but the journey inward is fantastic so there is plenty to do.
© Phil Ironside