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Yeswie and Aysla |
During my intense initial training there was much talk of altering realities. These I took to mean my reality of the world I lived in but as with all work it was meant on many different levels. With heightened senses I began to see energies, which then provided a framework to build images on. Every time I thought I could go no further my eyes were opened further and another set of possibilities presented themselves. My name was the next part in my development.
The name we are born with has significance in the science of numerology, it also provides us with a word that we can identify ourselves with, we are our name they seem to be one and the same thing and cannot be disassociated with each other. We are called our name for a very specific reason to help us to fulfil the life that we chose. To be told that my name was not my name made my ego flinch. I was first introduced to the idea during a session of automatic writing. As normal the words flowed from my pen unhindered by my ego. I never knew when they were going to write and many time I felt that it was about to happen and I would end up writing on my own. At this particular time I had been having a rest to catch up with myself trying to understand the duality between them and me, which seemed to take up a lot of my spare time. The following channel was done on 13 March 1990.
Yes my son you have seen earlier how strong and how strange all this business is. Relax into it relax into Aiddrienne you saw how big she was and is, you are protected we are having a lot of information to come through. Do not worry. The meditation is a strong one, but you lived it, well done. Not totally but some, you will live it more. We know you want to see Aiddrienne and you will but patience things cannot happen until, yes I know its boring, but until they are learnt and earned then they are given. You are committed and we are wanting to come though. Your fear had all but gone. You see there are many guides you are meeting. In your state today you allowed yourself to plane consciously and you achieved duplicity in fact at one point there were up to seven of you. This is ubiquity what we were going to talk about Sunday morning early. We understand you are tired, however if you do not channel as you have found out you cannot sleep you have a path and are committed to the Christlight. In your state today you became as us for a short time remember we talked of this earlier. For you to see us we must be as you and for you to see us you must be as us, understand. This was a weak visualization tonight but it is all that can be managed until you have learned more. You have the effect now the cause will materialize and dawn. The foundation is being laid. You are looking for something and are willing to try. You met us and saw the enormity of us and it. Thank you. This connection contrary to what you believe is more solid, building always confuses things. Also the familiarity means that judgement by difference and contrast is not available that is how it becomes solid. Just believe and we know you trust. These times are getting deeper. You know this from the protection you are feeling you have to do. You know that each day new knowledge is dawning and being presented. This knowledge and experience you are seeing and learning without Aiddrienne, she loves you but you do things apart, she is if you like our channel through to you. This is where your equality with her comes in, and is important, for you to cope with on your own would be impossible, she needs to support, this is why you were joined. You both had to have and feel that strength of bond. If you notice she is becoming bigger, because you and she are entwining and digging deeper into each other, you are life mates. You will see her more when you need physicality on your terms, she will be there we understand and have seen it. It is because of this that you are together and in love and the bond must never be broken. You notice these things are being put in your hands. This is because you are climbing. You can cope you have the mechanics and have been working for them along time. We have known and planned more than you were aware at the time. You have not just been chosen, you have worked for it and have been placed. You will understand. If the opposite were true you would have imploded by now. We know believe us have faith. Trust us and we will protect you, you are in safe hands. I know you think you should rest and have not the foggiest what is going on but as you know you are just resisting because it is hard to take in. Rest, keep clean, eat well and keep Aiddrienne, we have entrusted her with you and you with her you see it is equal, start believing you power, keep ego under control. Additional guides will be sent to help take burdens when necessary. You have already re-met Charlie, the one you call Richard and us Morgan or at least part of us you know very well. You are in safe hands. We have much to say try not to block us. This is like not eating do not be afraid. You are an open channel you and Aiddrienne you are a partnership as you said you are in this together and are stronger even stronger than you were 20 minutes ago. This is duality your duality you thought it was just imagining you and your spirit and ego apart it is not you have opened your own channel to the universe you are a part as every body is a part but you have realization. Yes as you saw after todays meditation you looked rough but through that you realized and really realized your body is just a carrier. You are not really Philip Ironside you all talk of re-incarnation but do not fully realize it. For a moment you let go of your person and transport. This could not just be your imagination. It is nothing unique do not worry about your ego control it. You will and do look for other people for verification look at the shining armor, look at the clown and colors and light spraying out of you this is not dark and it is not fabricated look up apothecary at home. Now, yes those instances like gypsies not being able to see you you know you were not mentioned and your birth you died once and that is your body as it was before you entered it, you have seen you cannot unlearn. You have wandered for many years and been strangely proud of it, well now you have been told of its reality. Verify think and protect at all times. Your clairvoyance is getting better, you felt the energy earlier there were many guides around you, and are still. You know them all and will re-aquatint we know you know the feeling stop blocking if you can it is natural. To verify: you have not backed off any concept given to you; you have always worked things out; you have been obsessed with the workings of the mind. (The mind as a carrier the spirit lives). Your mind can cope with a multiplicity of ideas on many levels and all at once. Confusion is nothing new, but not for long, we mean you do not have confusion for long.
Like the first channel, this was a bit of a bolt out of the blue. Not only were they saying that I was not me but were suggesting that in some sense I was not the person I was supposed to have been. It was true that on numerous occasions gypsies and fortunetellers had spoken to members of my family telling of many past and future events and never ever mentioned me. They had got insights for nieces and nephews but never seemed to see me. This could be put down to the fact that I was not supposed to be seen, to corroborate Morgans theory which is pretty spooky any way, or that it was by chance and they forgot about my existence. Whichever way the whole idea made me question who I was and the possibility of an inner me divorced from the person I thought I was. Intellectually this was an interesting idea to play around with but believing it was another matter. The very thought that there was someone else inside my body was unnerving; after all, I was quite attached to me. Allowing what he had said to sink in I became confused and a little unsure whether I had finally lost it. He continued to talk, and as he came to certain truths I found it very hard to write the words (those in bold) as if my ego were trying to stop it being revealed.
Its ok you have brushed with knowledge of what you are, we are all this is the cause. You believed it was true and now it is you have materialized. Forget the reasoning behind all this, we see it is confusing you but remember earlier in the meditation you became one with us. Matter and anti-matter remember your duality and the duality of the universe. So many things point. We will be patient old friend we know it is hard. You have understood and translated parts of the Bible, at an early age you could cross reference, remember look it up again, all your writing was different verify. You have the mechanics you just need the earning and learning. All effects are there are there and continuing as causes are found. In the present why do you think you have all this time and are in one place for long periods, without that you could not do this writing, this has been planned, many other happenings are for own self-confidence and your reality. Now see ours. Delirium, nightmares you have been worked on for years again remember duality. Your own personal development and the progressive growth of the other spirit, this is not well explained but it will do. More on this for clarification when facts and verification is taken place. We know you must rest for this. We had to explain tonight everything is done to a tight schedule. You hear the chatter on the airwaves. You do not understand but you have the concept, understand, and verify. You yourself were talking as though you body were a vehicle, it is they all are, now can we get on.
Look at legends, history the Bible, if they did not happen people would not dream them up The Arthurian Legend, Tutankhamun, pyramids, dragons fantasies? If they could not happen people would not have imagination, they are all forgotten truths. The Bible Moses did part the Red Sea, the plagues, Soddam and Gamora. Atlantis, the sinking of the city all true, because of peoples belief. You imagine if every sole on this planet had that mass awareness it would create whatever it took to do whatever it is now, listen believe me. Right down we ago again. We are here the power is here. We are all old friends.
Yes we are old friends, recognize it, and recognize us. We have many friendships and you have are as old as us, you must understand you have grown in such a short space of time, how else could it be? Get out of that one Phil- Live it be it you can do it we are all good friends no fear you have none now. You do not feel any different, youre not. Do believe it. Ok it is hard but try my friend. Remember you are ready too that is why you have to continue writing, you are ready you cannot be tired unless the things that have to be said are said. There are schedules; you yourself are a channel we cannot stress too much. Look learn verify, act action, love demand, give and for god sake do not give up loving Aiddrienne, we know you wont. There understand she is as real to you as you are to us, she is yours. She is a main reason you and her are you Yeswie and Aysla your wife. Do not worry you are safe we will not allow harm to come to you because of this, your mind is safe, it is lucid and balanced, she loves you and you her, but you may forget this you are Philip Ironside and she Aiddrienne Francoise. You and we have been waiting but do not worry, you have not been harmed, we love you thank you. Do not worry you are all a part of the plan. Hold her and cherish her nothing is by chance. She just happened to be a French slut and you, a naval officer, just happened to lay with her, have it as you will. Enough now really think Philip, keep the channels open progress more information needed. Do not worry all will become apparent. You and Aiddrienne are together now and will be. Love her and keep and she does you, you can come to no harm old friend. Sorry we had to be heard there is much work to do, good seeing you again. Yes dont worry you dont understand but you will your wife will help and study with you, she is abundant and she is yours and you hers love her and continue. Thank you for letting us through, we love you.
Well, what another sock in the teeth with a wild and wonderful idea. This was very hard to accept at first, I would almost have dismissed it out of hand if it was not for the fact that the words Yeswie and Aysla had been so hard to write. I had voice channeled several times by now and the power that I felt while doing it was the same power I had felt when those words were forced out of my pen. I had to understand what was going on, or at least part of it. Knowing that guides never tell you the whole story straight I accepted that there may be more but it was not for me to know at that point.
Getting used to the idea that I may be someone else needed to be verified in some form, I wanted proof, even if it was a powerful feeling. Pondering on these two names, the energy felt very different to that when I could feel Aiddrienne, it was a feeling that they were outside my experience, just as if they were two different people. A couple of days earlier Aiddrienne had been revealed to me for a split second as if to show that it was possible, it had been an amazing vision so I tried in vain to re-create. I can still remember how she looked, dark hair just over the shoulder, strong oval face with a light complexion and almond eyes. Obviously that showing had been a taster of what is possible but it gave me the push to see if I could perhaps feel or see these two new characters that had arrived on the scene. It was at this time that I became oddly interested in knives, swords, and hunting, things that normally did not enter my mind. They would arrive in dreams and I would be drawn to them in shops, the more I thought about them the more that I knew that I had to be involved in these activities somewhere. Taking the need to be involved as symbolic, I eventually bought a knife to see where it would lead me. It led me somewhere all right straight into a situation that I was not expecting.
© Phil Ironside